si Batchi at si Kelba

Heto akong muli... at dahil ito ay isang "underground-blog" ko, malaya kong masasabi ang lahat ng gusto ko dito...

Ang mga isisiwalat ko ngayung araw ay ang mga taong magaling magmalinis at higit sa lahat ipokrito (tama ba spelling? lol)

ang mga ito ay nakilala ko sa pamamagitan ng Blackberry Messenger (BBM).

To be honest ako ay meron ding mga differences at may masamang ugali rin peo siguro ang pagmamalinis nila ang tumulak na rin sa akin para mgsulat ng ganito uli.

Inaamin ko ako ay Male Vouge kaya kung uunahan mo ako kakagat talaga ako. Yung unang tao ay itatago natin sa pangalang batchi... si batchi ay mahilig mag update ng status nya sa bbm (ewan, baka pantawag pansin). Mahilig din itong maglagay ng mga hubad na larawan ng iba sa kanyang profile pic. tatanungin kita, anu ang impression mo sa taong ganun? 

hindi mo naman masasabing professional sya kasi nga ang dungis ng pic nya...

khit sabihin man nilang "don't judge a book by its cover or looks can be deceiving" sa mata ng tao, first impression lasts pa rin..

so natural ako nakipaghalubilo sa taong yun, nagkamabutihan ng loob ngkakwentuhan at nagkapalitan ng totoo naming mga larawan.

Sa hangad kong lalo pa syang mkilala bilang tao, ngpadala ako ng file peo imbes na tamang file yung maling file ang naipadala ko...

tsk tsk tsk.. ayun bigla syang nagchange ng status nya na "Hindi na raw sya narerespeto"

haist...

si kelba naman on the other hand ay malandi... hehehe

lagi kinukwento sa akin ang mga experiences nya sa sex at kung gano daw sya kagaling.. and as i've said "unahan mo lng ako at kakagat ako"

I played the game... hanggang sa unti unti na ring nahulog loob ko sa kanya... nagkakapalitan kami ng mga larawan at mga personal naming videos.

Akala ko normal ang lahat sa amin at walang pinipiling oras ang kulitan namin, peo nagulat ako nung isang araw bigla nlng sya naging OA nung magpadala ako ng stuff na normal naman naming ginagawa. 

nagalit sya at biglang nagsabing "parausan" nlng daw lage ang tingin sa knya ng halos lahat ng mga kalalakihan. So i tried to coax kelba peo hindi eh.. ayaw talaga...binura na ako at tuluyan akong kinalimutan, peo bago yun inamin ko sa kanya ang lahat ng totoo kong nararamdaman sa kanya.

after a week, muli kong sinubukan syang amuhin at naging magkaibigan nga kami uli..

I tried na kaibigan lng talaga at walang malice ang aming pagkakamabutihan muli peo sinumulan nya akong muli... nanghingi ng kung anu ano at ako naman tong bigay ng bigay..

sa pag-aakala kong ok na uli, pinadalhan ko muli sya ng isa ko pang larawan.

peo guess what?? naulit muli ang OA nyang reaction..

ASAL (Ang Sa Akin Lang): 

If you want others to treat you professionally, then act like one. Hindi ka talaga rerespetuhin ng tao kung sarili mo hindi mo nirerespeto..

If you are trying to change, sana nagbibigay ka kahit papano ng aviso sa taong naka sanayan na ang ugali mo... wag yung bigla ka nlng magrereact na parang OA na...

Respect is not asked, its earned...

Kung may pinagdaraanan ka, mas magandang i-share mo ito sa mga kaibigan mo at wag maging moody sa mga taong nais magreach out sayo...

Morrigan & Lilith

I think its time for me to share what succubus are and what can they do…

By definition, a succubus (plural of succubi; from Latin succubare, “to lie under”) is a female demon which comes to men, especially monks, in their dreams to seduce them, drawing energy from the men to sustain themselves, often until the point of exhaustion or death. This legend was an explanation for the phenomena of wet dreams and sleep paralysis.

I have friends who have encountered a succubi in their dreams, even myself have experienced same. They would actually appear as a very sexy and tempting lady and will seduce you till you give in to her. Often they’d appear as the one you fantasize (most probably your crush, an artist). You have a night with her and the next thing you feel is waking up tired and feeling exhausted.

There are two popular succubus (usually from an arcade game developed by capcom, Morrigan and Lilith.

Morrigan 

Morrigan is a succubus who is very vain and lives for little more than the excitement of battle. She appears as a beautiful woman with long, light green hair, large breasts, and bat-like wings on her back and on the sides of her head. Morrigan can reshape these wings into spikes and blades when attacking her enemies, as well as using them to shield herself from enemy attacks. Her wings can also separate from her, and form into a cloud of bats. She uses a variety of magical attacks as well.

mythology:

Morrigan’s name (I believe) was adopted from a figure in an Irish mythology who was once appeared to be a goddess. She often appear in the form of a crow flying above the warriors. She is considered as a war deity having a role of predicting a violent death of a warrior.

Other writers also believed that there is something more about the goddess morrigan, an article by Angelique Gulermovich Epstein says Morrigan is also a death goddess, and a transporter of life and death

>Lilith

Lilith is the other part of Morrigan, the other part of Morrigan’s power when Belial forcefully divided her powers into three. One part, He sealed into himself and the other one in a sealed off space. The sealed off power begun to recognize herself ten years roughly after sealing. 

Jeddah gave Lilith a body on his plot to lure Morrigan and the other darkstalkers. She is like a child who doesn’t know the true darkness yet, but she is also a capable and dangerous seductress.

After she and Morrigan met, Lilith was finally able to return to her true self when she and Morrigan fused back together into one.

mythology:

Lilith was believed to be the first wife of Adam. Created by God himself together with Adam. Others believe that there are missing links on the scriptures.

In Genesis 1:27 – “So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.” Others believe this is the first creation of Man (adam) and woman (eve). This quite puzzles others because Genesis 2:7 tells the first creation of Man. (I don’t want to confuse anybody, I’m just sharing what I have read)

Truth about succubus:

It is generally said that the Succubus race absorbs the spirit of the opposite sex and uses it as their own energy source. But the succubus that live in the Aensland family are slightly different. They create a special secretion liquid in their body when they are either physically or mentally stimulated. They use this liquid to maintain their life. If one were to be trapped inside a small secluded area, she would die within two days due to the lack of stimulus.

This is because the liquid needed to maintain her life can’t be secreted. But to make up for this, they have become able to look into the dreams of others. When no stimulus was given, they evolved to look for other ways to look for excitement. When a creature dreams, a special secretion liquid is formed in the brain. A succubus can take this liquid from the outside. Those who have been robbed feels a strange feeling. As if ones dream was completely taken away. This is quite different from not having any memory of a dream. This liquid, which the succubus robbed, is dissolved into the body of the succubus and is composed.

Their blood and saliva has a powerful lustful effect. A human would instantly die the moment they come in contact with it. Their body odor causes their blood vessels to dilate and causes a large amount of perspiration. If a man is confronted by a succubus, unless they have a very strong mind, they would instantly be under her spell.

The succubus race lives about 400 years. Roughly ten years after they are born, they gain their adult appearance and keep this beautiful form until they die. Their beautiful appearance is kept intact even when they are old. Over the past several hundred years, their ability to reproduce has been in danger. The amount of spirit that can be taken from an individual is limited. Their search for new dreams have caused them to reach into the human world. But it is becoming more and more difficult to reach a good amount of nutrition. When Morrigan became the successor of the Aensland family, there were roughly only 200 Succubus left. At this rate, the Succubus race would disappear after one or two generations. However, the Succubus themselves do not care about the crisis and are enjoying their everyday lives.

I hope I have shared an interest with you guys. I love playing arcade games such as Darkstalkers, the reason why I wanted you to know Morrigan & Lilith.

Enjoy  

references: Wikipedia.com

I am what I am

Here's a short introduction of myself...
I am a musician, a chemist, food safety officer, a son, a brother, a friend, an enemy, a lover, a hater, and most of all I am what I am...
Here are things you should know about me...


I am a musician
By definition a musician is one who composes, conducts, or performs music, especially instrumental music.
I might not fit on the first word (composes) but I can certainly do the rest...


Musical influences:
I grew up in a Christian family (conservative ones), and I think my family background also contributed to my inclination to music. I first started as a Choir member in our church (this helped me understand the notes and my voice) then was later on introduced to notes and sheet musics by my two aunts who have studied music in a seminary. Then I attended vocational guitar lessons and this is where my passion for music really began... 


Another influence, I believe, is my love for "The Corr's" music, when I was only 12 I heard them play "Dreams" and that's were my dream of playing the tin whistle (an Irish flute-like instrument similar to the recorder), unfortunately there are no music shops in the Philippines that sells the same. So I couldn't do anything but just admire their music. When I came here in Dubai, an Irish friend gave me my first ever Tin Whistle and that's where I started playing almost all intrumental stuff of "the Corr's"


here's a sample of my latest cover:

I am chemist & a food safety officer:


I graduated at Technological University of the Philippines - Visayas on August 2007 as BSET major in Chemistry. I considered Chemistry as well as Physics when I was still in highschool, I don't like those subjects... 
you might ask "Why BS. Chem then?" It was not actually my choice but my option... We are less fortunate (mahirap lng hehehe) and got financial issues to afford sending me to study either Nursing or Law... Since TUP-V was not that expensive, I decided to follow the footsteps of my uncle who was also a Chemist...and by God's grace, I graduated without any red marks on my grades...hehehe


A food safety officer on the other hand is a someone who looks after the food safety of the food served to certain customers... They deal with municipality issues and often answer to all complains with regards to food safety... They ensure that all food safety policies and other measures to eliminate or reduce risk (hazards) to an acceptable level are strictly followed... I am a food safety officer..My current work is far from the scope of what I've learned as a chemist but trainings as well as the experiences given to me by different organizations really helped a lot... 


I am son & a brother:


I am the eldest among 5 and I grew up with my loving parents care and motivation. Together, my parents worked hard for me to achieve my dreams... I have four siblings and all of them are also musically inclined 
Here's a short post I made about us:
my siblings and our music


I am a friend & an enemy:


I can be your best friend but rest assured you'll regret befriending me once you intentionally step on my line...
I don't choose my friends because I know for a fact that friends do come and go (based on my experiences). I pity those who set "standards" in friendship because friendship is a matter of acceptance between two different people.

"A friend walks into your life when the rest of the world walks out"

Here are some of my friends both in the virtual world and in real life:
my friends


I am a lover & a hater:


I seem to have this belief that love comes with hate. if you try to trash my love down I'd generally hate you.
When I love, I love with all my heart unconditionally but when I hate, I hate with all of what's left of me.
My experience on this field has taught me a lot, to always use your mind before unleashing your heart.
They say "Love is blind." I say, "Love is never blind, it sees but it doesn't mind."


People try to pull me down but I just smile because people only pull those who are on top...(crab mentality) 


You may love or hate me for my attitude (of course I can never please everybody) you have all the right to do that...This is the real me, I don't bend nor amend my attitude just to fit in somebody else's standards. I am what I am...Iamjasher


"I am not a perfect blogger but show me at least one on this site..."

Foolish heart

I am pretty sure most of us have experienced falling in and out of love...
Nakaka inis lng isipin na minsan mabilis tayong ma fall sa isang tao peo mahirap na ring mafall out...
Sa karanasan ko, nahulog ako sa taong hindi naman ako mahal, peo eventually natutunan na rin nya akong mahalin at tumagal kami ng halos 11months..

I just have one question,

Is Love really sweeter the second time around?

On my recent blog sa other site, I have mentioned na nagkahiwalay na kaming dalawa... yes!! we finally broke up!! after a lot of arguments and misunderstandings, we have finally decided to end our relationship.. hindi na rin kasi healthy na lagi kaming nag-aaway at hindi nagkakaunawaan...

Ang masakit lng nito kasi we broke up on our 11th monthsary, ngpadala sya ng message greeting me happy 11th monthsary then at the end of the message saying "Sorry peo mula ngayun wala na tayo"
I did not bother bout it nlng muna coz I am thinking maybe wala lng sya sa sarili ksi nagwalk out ako that time during our last argument..
When I came home I was holding my gift para sa kanya for our 11th monthsary... pinadala nya uli ang message nung nagbanyo ako sa pag aakalang hindi ko to natanggap, then later on sinabe nya na sa akin na hiwalay na talaga kami.. napaiyak ako peo pinipilit ko tumuawa at ngumiti para sa kanya kasi ayaw ko makita nyang nasasaktan ako... peo mahirap i-control ang luha ko that time... hindi ko mapigil maluha kahit pinipilit ko ngumiti... masakit sya considering 11months naging kami and almost 2years na kami nging mgkaibigan..

Ang lalo pang nakakapagpahirap ay ang araw araw mo syang makikita sa bahay coz we are living together.. oo, the same house, the same bed, and the same closet... hindi ko talaga maiwasang titigan sya at batiin minsan... until one day tinawagan ko na sya uli at nag-usap kami... nagkabalikan na naman kami pero may something between us na parang naghihinder para bumalik ang dating kami... hindi ko alam kong ano peo parang may gap na kami sa isa't isa...

Naiisip ko minsan bakit ako nakipagbalikan ksi physically present sya peo mentally at emotionally hindi ko sya maramdaman.. last night dinala nya sa bahay ang ex nya... i dont know peo nakaramdam pa rin ako ng selos kasi ex nya yun and there might be possibilities na magkakabalikan pa sila..

Mahirap maging tanga sa pag-ibig... "love is sweeter the second time around" hindi siguro...
parang wala namang spark na nangyayari.. anjan lng sya kung kailangan nyang isatisfy ang sarili nya.. so I am thinking na hindi na nya nga ako talaga mahal...